Venting

I'm full of venom right now, so hopefully this post will suck it out (and hopefully be constructive,provoking reading in the process).

-I'm sick of not being able to walk a mile without at least 4 people asking me for money or cigarettes when they don't need it and looking at me with distain when I don't buy into their petty bullshit.

-I'm tired of fake smilies that try to sell me something.

-I'm sick of people being ridiculed for being passionate about something.

-I'm tired of being underutilized.

-I'm tired of no one doing their fucking job.

-I'm tired of caring too much.

-Ironically, I'm also sick of my apathy.

-I'm tired of having no direction.

-I'm tired of my efforts not showing fruit or appreciation.

-I'm sick of people who are too important to call/email back.

-I'm sick of wasting my imagination.

-I'm tired of not being "liked back" by a woman. Just once I'd like to have a woman at least fake being enthusiastic when I ask her out.

-I'm sick of people who prey on others' emotions.

-I'm sick of sex. All of it. The politics, the exploitation, the morals, the act itself, the idea, the obsession, the questions, and the legalities whether it's real, fake, or really fake. There are some days in which I wish I was seven years old again and had no idea or interest in what sex was.

-I'm tired of being alone.

-I'm tired of always starting over.

-I'm tired of people spewing Bible verses at me instead of listening when I have a problem.

-I'm sick of all the arguments about how to worship the same God.

-Sometimes, I'm tired of Cincinnati.

-I'm sick of my alma mater trying to milk money off me when they've done shit for my "career."

-I'm tired of broken promises.

-I'm sick of correctly predicting broken promises.

-I'm sick and tired of hearing "well, that's how life is" whenever I mention any of the above. So if that's your response, keep it to yourself.

-I'm sick of being right when I'm pessimistic.

Don't worry. I'll write something happy later.